i love feeling happy :)

ok so last saturday was a real hectic day. had health awareness campaign in the morning and elaine's birthday party in the evening. health awareness was umm ok. the first talk was actually quite ok as it was about breast cancer but the other two, yea i didn't really pay attention. the senam robik thing was fun though. i never really participated in any of the senam robiks held by the school but this one was fun. i actuallyu found myself following all the moves. all in all the day wasn't that bad. i'm not sure if you could say it was a success as most of the people were from convent itself and there were only a few other school interactors but hey, it's better than nothing.



and then elaine's party. it was the awesomest party ever! at first it was kinda awkward when the guys came cause we didnt really know what to do but everything was ok once we started with the games. everyone looked hot and i seriously felt damn shitty but i'm starting to get use to it. you have to when all your friends are just so omg hot. so depressing sometimes. so all in all it was an awesome day. went home at around 11.40 pm. i honestly though i was gonna get in trouble but thank gosh my dad didn't say anything. i have pictures but i'm not really in the mood to upload any so no need lah. some other time.



i don't know why but i'm in an awfully jolly mood today. for once in what seems like a very long time, i wasn't annoyed or sad or pissed and i definitely didn't feel awkward so yay. i hope things stay this way. exams are next week. ugghh, i'm so totally not prepared and when i mean not prepared, i literally mean it. i am like totally clueless in almost all the subjects especially sejarah, modern maths, add maths and physics! i think the time has finally come for me to fail something (add maths or physics or maybe even both) damn me for never paying attention in class! no actually it's not my fault. ok maybe it partly is but whats the point of paying attention when you just know you're not gonna understand anything the teacher's about to teach. most of my teachers this year suck. shit lah, i should reaally be worrying bout my exams but here i am facebooking almost everyday which i have really got to stop before i become addicted and well, i should be studying but noooo i always seem to find something else i wanna do so call before i wanna study but just end up not studying at all.
i think i should tell notify my dad now itself that my marks are gonna be quite dissapointing. then he won't be that surprised when he actually sees it.

i wanna watch a sunset...

is jealousy a sin? i hope not

watching you's the only drug i need...