tis the season to be jolly! :D

so far, my christmas preparations have been quite hectic. i'm not complaining though, it somehow keeps the spirit of christmas alive for me. i have been shopping like mad but obviously i'm not complaining since it's not everyday i get to do that. decided to wear something simple this year so, nope, no dress. didn't bake much this year due to the lack of time as we've been busy painting our rooms and all. well we didn't paint it but still, obviously we couldn't bake in a very messy, paint smelling environment right?


i also decided to join my BEC's caroling this year. i gotta admit i felt a little out of place at first since everyone else probably already knew each other and i did feel stares coming my way but it got better. it was a good thing that my brother decided to follow, plus, martin and jeremy were also there so yeah, i ended up enjoying myself :)

Besides BEC caroling, there's also choir practices at church for the Christmas play that we'll be having on Christmas Eve which btw is tomorrow!! :D hopefully things will turn out perfectly and we get to touch the hearts of people watching us. i doubt, but it wouldn't hurt to hope.

Also, there was caroling at Klang Parade, which was an interesting experience. We sang carols for the whole mall to hear and it was nice to have people stopping to watch us. I don't really know how we sounded but i'm guessing we did okay since no one actually gave that 'who the hell is singing' face. lol, and we did get applause  from the shoppers so yeah :)

 The Curve :)

 Klang Parade :)

watching you's the only drug i need...

shake that bottle and make it pop ;)

nope, i do not want to and won't pop.




you know how people say you shouldn't bottle everything up inside of you cause one day everything's just gonna pop out and that's bad? well i say bullshit. okay i might be saying this because that is exactly what i do but i don't see whats the point of expressing yourself. expressing involves feelings and sometimes, emotions. two things i would rather avoid at any cost. yes, i'm a person who keeps things to herself and find it hard to pour my heart out? okay that sounded cheesy, i know, but it's true. 

watching you's the only drug i need...

updates

updates on my holidays :)

last week, wasn't that great. nothing turned out as planned and i just wasn't in the best of moods but, this week however is going perfectly fine. so far. 

First there was the leprosy visit, which was a really nice experience. i got to admit that at first i was a little scared to meet the people and all but everything turned out wonderful as soon as we got there. they were all so nice and some of them were quite friendly. there was this one man in particular who was just really nice. he started talking about his life before he found out he had HIV Aids and spoke openly about how he think he got infected. Before leaving he also wished me luck in my studies and told me to stay away from drugs so yeah. it's sad to think that there so many nice people who do not deserve a life of sickness and pain and yet they go on with life like nothings wrong and they still praise God. faith. now that is something. 

in the car, on the way back to church :)

and then there was yesterday. my cousins and I planned an outing to sunway lagoon and had we ended up having a blast! we made t shirts and everywhere we went, people just kept looking. it was nice to hang out with them, all youngsters, no parents, no rules. :)

watching you's the only drug i need...

run baby run

i need to get out. being at home is just killing me. i have nothing to do and nop, studying is definitely not an option. don't ask me why, i don't know myself..

there are times when i just feel so used. backing out would be a good option. :/

watching you's the only drug u need...

stuff

A lot has happened but i'm just never in the mood to blog anymore. i don't know if it's pure lazyness or i'm just getting fed up of blogging but i shall not kill this thing! hopefully. 

so yeah like i said, stuff happened. first thing first, camp. after much anticipation the day finally came, and went, but yeah, it was all good :) i had fun. the place wasn't bad, the food was okay and the talks were REALLY good. to be honest though, for me, the first one made more of an impact on me. this one was more like an eye opener to the fact that i'm blessed. 

after camp was Beqah's sweet 16. :) it was, fun and unexpected. yeah, that's the word. didn't really eat, i don't know why. it was fun dressing up though. bought this cute red skirt at Nichii, Deirdre bought the same one in pink so yeah we both wore it. :) 

went to Palace of the Golden Horses last tuesday with my family, it was nice to have some family time and just, bond together. went swimming and also checked out their oh so awesome gym. i really need to go there more often. 

so yeah, so far holidays has been interesting. not great but definitely not bad. anyways, gonna go sleep.

watching you's the only drug i need...

sink it in!

there's no point in waiting for something that's probably never gonna be yours is there? so before something goes wrong, walk away. walk away like you have nothing to lose. i'm sure you'll end up finding something that can match up to it, or maybe even something better. well i hope so anyway. :)

watching you's the only drug i need...

i am one happy girl :)

finally bought a new phone and trust me, when i say finally i really mean FINALLY! my old was was seriously just dying. did you know that choosing a phone is just so tough? it literally took me months to decide on what i wanted and i ended up buying something else instead. i'm not complaining though. there's just so many choices and being a fickle minded and also a choosy person does not help one bit. anyways, after contemplating with myself and also with the help of my darling daddy i decided to buy sony xperia neo v. he was like "if you're gonna get a phone might as well get one with the latest features" so thank you pa :)

pretty aint it? i really didnt want a full touchscreen phone at first but then everything else was so old so i thought what the heck. i'll get use to it. hopefully. well looks like this is all. see ya :)

watching you's the only drug i need...