hitam kuning, hitam kuning.. rofl!

ughhhhh can't sign in to facebook and i don't know why but this seems to make me feel so frustrated. no, i refuse  to accept the fact that i'm addicted to it cause umm well, i'm not. i know i can live without it. it's just when you can sign in, might as well sign in. right? but anyways since i can't waste my time on facebook might as well waste it here. i know, i know i could be using this time to study but what the heck. i know nothing's gonna be going in anyway. i needa have the mood. 






Malaysia's playing against Singapore. and they're losing :/ why can't we win in something? haihhh sad much but what i actually wanted to point out was i think it's really awesome how we all become united and show our semangat for Malaysia when it comes to football. i mean despite how people say our football team sucks and all, we still support for them like they're the world's best team or something, lol. i mean you should see the tweets on twitter! everyone's going crazy with their tweets about the match. it's also funny to read the amount of cursings singapore seems to be getting. i suddenly want a Malaysian jersey. too much semangat i guess, lol. 

i seem to have this sudden craving for watermelons :/

haha i know that was random. from football to watermelons but anyways imma go to bed now. need to wake up for school tomorrow so yeah, nite :)

is it too much to hope that maybe, just maybe, i'll cross your mind tonight?

watching you's the only drug i need...

life is all but rainbows and butterflies

if you really love him then do something, fight for him. don't just stand there and watch him fall for her instead..
-damnthisissotrue-

watching you's the only drug i need...

so close yet so far

okay i spoke too soon. luckiest person on earth, my ass! why does this always happen to me?! why is it that sometimes you get something you least expected which means ALOT to you and just like that, in a blink of an eye it just gets taken away. then whats the fucking point of getting it? getting my hopes up so high and then just let it crash and burn just like that :/ ugghhh life. it just sucks sometimes. i mean, the thought that i was so close to seeing him and now it's all just...... i should have seen this coming. i knew it was too good to be true. i know i know i probably sound like a loser, crapping all this shit here but this is my normal place where i ramble about unnecessary things right? plus i got no one else to complain to. no one gets it, they don't see why i'm making this a big deal. but whatever lah. ewww ok reading back this shit i just realised how emo i sound. i am emo-ing but still..... i should just go. this post is totally pointless anyways :/

watching you's the only drug i need...

pure luck :D

GUESS WHO'S THE LUCKIEST PERSON ON EARTH?! 






MEEEEEE!! :)




ok maybe that's a little exaggerated but whatever, and you know why? cause i freakin have a chelsea training session pass! i consider myself uber lucky for getting it cause the thing is tomorrow!! and i'm just sooooo hyped up about it. okay nooo i'm not a chelsea fan but who cares when torres is gonna be there! haahhhhhhh! ok i'm gonna start hyperventilating anytime now. to think that i'm actually gonna see him, live... whoa. seriously, i think i am so lucky. like really really lucky. :) okay i guess i'm gonna go show off to the world now, haha :) hey, you can't blame me for being this excited okay.. Fernando Torres here i come :D

hot much?? :D

watching you's the only drug i need...

i need sleep

it's been awhile :)
i always think i have so much to say but when i actually come here i always go blank. 
plus, there's also the laziness that never fails to kick in. 
i had quite a lot to crap about thailand but everything's just faded away now. i don't feel the excitement anymore so yeah. all i can say is that i had an awesome time. it was definitely memorable. i'll post the pictures some other time, if i ever have the mood that is. heh. 
okay i seriously had so much more to say but now i really don't know what. okay lets see loads if things happened like Deidre's party, wait did i already mention this in my previous post? hmm i don't remember but never mind  then there was installation. nothing great there actually and then, ummm canteen day. right! wasn't that great this year, i dunno why. i mean yeah i had fun and all but i just wasn't that into it. 






okay honestly, i don't get it. what's the point of starting a conversation when you're just gonna end up not replying or replying after err i dunno, two hours?! just don't talk to me then because it's kinda annoying. i mean it's nice to know that i actually crossed your mind and all but if this is how it's gonna be then just don't lah. no one's forcing you to do it you know. 






i'm really going through lack of sleep lately. i know sleeping late is bad especially if it'd for the wrong reasons but i really can't help it. my whole timetable has just gone haywire since last month. haihhh i miss those days where i used to go to bed at 10.30p.m :/  but then again, when i do sleep early, i still feel sleepy in the morning. i actually find it harder to wake up! weird i know but true. 






dad asked if i wanna replace him for tommorrow to go watch liverpool vs. malaysia. like heck yeah! i mean who wouldn't want to go?! but then again of all days why tomorrow? teacher ricky's having this party at his place tomorrow. i dont know why exactly but hey as long as there's food and the word 'party' in it, you can count me in :D lol, it's not like i wanna go so much but i bet it's gonna be fun and i kinda feel bad for my dad cause i think he only doesn't wanna go cause he thinks i wanna go so now i'm torn between two. liverpool ir pool party? obviously i'll pick liverpool but then i don't actually have my own ticket! aghhhhhh what to do, what to do? ok i think i'll go discuss with my dad lah. i reaallly reaaalllly wanna go for chelsea though. TORRES!! :(




i'm not getting my hopes up too high. i know i shouldn't but it doesn't hurt to hope right?

watching you's the only drug i need...