sink it in!

there's no point in waiting for something that's probably never gonna be yours is there? so before something goes wrong, walk away. walk away like you have nothing to lose. i'm sure you'll end up finding something that can match up to it, or maybe even something better. well i hope so anyway. :)

watching you's the only drug i need...

i am one happy girl :)

finally bought a new phone and trust me, when i say finally i really mean FINALLY! my old was was seriously just dying. did you know that choosing a phone is just so tough? it literally took me months to decide on what i wanted and i ended up buying something else instead. i'm not complaining though. there's just so many choices and being a fickle minded and also a choosy person does not help one bit. anyways, after contemplating with myself and also with the help of my darling daddy i decided to buy sony xperia neo v. he was like "if you're gonna get a phone might as well get one with the latest features" so thank you pa :)

pretty aint it? i really didnt want a full touchscreen phone at first but then everything else was so old so i thought what the heck. i'll get use to it. hopefully. well looks like this is all. see ya :)

watching you's the only drug i need...

and that's why i smile :)

it's been quite a carefree and happy week. i don't really know why but this week has just got me feeling well, happy :) i've been having this positive aura for some unknown reason and it is so not me but i like it. makes me feel calm.

okay so it wasn't thaaat carefree when i had to finish up my moral kerja amal all in one day but pushing that aside, the week has been pretty non stressful. yesterday was officially our last day of school. i can't believe a whole year has gone by and to be completely honest, i am so not ready to become a form 5 and deal with all the stress for spm but back to yesterday, i had tons of fun with my oh so crazy friends. we were just goofing around and talking about things and it was nice to just hang out at the canteen. felt like it had been awhile since we last got together. it's probably not that long ago but i dunno, i just feel that way. what can i say, i can't live without my friends. way cheesy but true :)

watching you's the only drug i need...

i hate everything about you

jealously. 




it's so normal these days. i know it's supposed to be a sin and it's just not good but i'm only human. i hate being jealous. i know i shouldn't and that it's wrong and it just drives me up the wall sometimes when i have no reason whatsoever to be jealous but i just am for god knows what reason. i got to just start accepting things for the way they are and just believe that everything happens for a reason but why is it so hard sometimes? 




is it my fault for wanting to feel special? 

watching you's the only drug i need...