you just don't get it!

who ever said being a teenager was easy? i'm not saying it's hard but it's definitely not easy especially when you have people who just don't understand this! it may have been easy back then but now in this generation it's actually quite pressuring. i mean did you have to go for tuitions almost every single day of the week? were you involved in any competitions which needs a lot of practice for you to win? did you have teachers in your school who sucked so you just don't learn anything in school and have to count on yourself to get good results? i don't think so. so don't just assume that you know what it's like to be me and think that it's so easy and fun cause it's not. you expect me to remember anything and everything? come on, i'm human too! it's not wrong for me to forget things but nooo you just go around thinking i'm irresponsible and need to change. you just don't understand!

urghh ok i'm just not gonna think about it anymore so anyways, our drama competition was yesterday and we managed to get to the finals so yay us!! :D we were seriously damn scared that we weren't gonna make it but thank god we did. i think we did good but now is where the competition really begins. we're gonna have to work extra hard to win this which is what we're doing so  hopefully it pays off. i really really really wanna win. it would be totally awesome!

i wish i was really rich :( it's so sad that almost everything pretty in the world these days are just so freakin expensive! and me being the one who actually cares about how money is spent had to be the really nice one who was willing to sacrifice what i really really wanted. i always end up doing that and i'm getting fed up! if i'm always gonna care too much bout all this then i'm just never gonna get anything i want. what do i want exactly? well, for now it's A NEW HANDPHONE since mine is like practically dying! then i want braces but why does it have to be so expensive?! and then there's this really really nice skinny jeans i saw the other day which was just perfect and i was so close to buying it till my parents saw the price. -.-' haihhh i think i'm just gonna look for a billionaire husband. yea not millionaire but billionaire :D then i'll never feel bad bout spending money. then again i wanna marry a chef. hmmm, a chef who eventually becomes a billionaire lah. lol, now if only i have hope that this will actually happen. it's just too good to be true. 

if she's amazing she won't be easy, if she's easy she is not necessarily gonna be amazing, if she's worth it you won't give up and if you give up, you're just not worthy 

watching you's the only drug i need...