i'm not fit. therefore, i don't run

we have merentas desa tomorrow which i'm actually very lazy to go for but Dhivya called and asked to come soo i guess i'm going no thanks to her. the things i do for my friends sometimes. i still have my sunita formulas which i have yet to memorise for tomorrow but here i am now doing this.

i'm sick of it being me trying to do something to make both myself and you feel better so i'm just not gonna bother anymore. i have people telling me it's not easy and blahblahblah. i know but, aarrgh you know what, i give up! 

i need a sign. anyone? god?

watching you's the only drug i need