complaint number 001

i think this place is becoming my complaint department or something. i mean the only reason i find myself coming here is when i have something to complaint or about my stupid so not fun life. i don't get it actually, life is not that horrible. mine is filled with school, tuition and then home. that's like normal right? but i seriously don't know why i feel so depressed about it. i think i need a counselor.

so i really really really wanted to watch paranormal activity 2. did i watch the first one? nop but what the hell. i was so close to going but i think i kinda jinxed myself and so here i am now as angry and disappointed as ever that i'm not there watching the movie. it's just so not fair. i was the one who wanted to watch the novie the most but i'm the one who ended up not going. uggh, i bloody hell asked for it so i shouldn't be complaining. ok i can't help it. i need to complain! it's just sooo effing stupid that when i ask for permission you don't say yes but you also don't say no which makes me think that it's a no cuz well, i didn't get a yes. and i had to be the really nice caring one and start thinking maybe you've been real busy lately and you need today to rest. and then when there's like ten more minutes before the movie you ask me why i'm not ready to go. wth?! and when i say "you didn't even say yes'" you will say "but i didn't say no right and it's not like i have a choice." and so now you make me feel like it's all my fault that i didn't get to go. everytime. this happens every single fcuking time.  AARGGGHHH!!!


whateva lah, i have homework to do anyway and i have tuition later so it is kinda disturbing if you had to fetch me from the movie and then send me to tuition then fetch me back from there. haihh damn me for caring about  this kind of things too much. ok i think i should go do my bio work for tuition. this is so not beneficial anyway.


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