Sunday, January 16, 2011

confession time

ok so i just saw that i got tagged by laura to do this so here i am, doing it. 




3 things i hate about myself:
pfft, only three? where do i start?


1. i hate that i'm so temperamental. i mean if even i hate it, imagine the people i'm with. i must really annoy them.


2. i hate it that i'm not as attractive as my other friends. i feel so insecure when i'm with them sometimes. stupid people, have to be so hot! it's so not fair. make me feel all shitty inside.. ohh and i hate that my eyesight is so poor until i need to wear specs. all the time to see. and thanks to this i hate it when people ask "omg, can you see without your specs? don't fall" helloo, i'm not blind you know! i can see just not as clear as you can. uugh.  uuh and i hate that i have pimples all over my face! overall i just kinda sometimes hate the way i look. 


3. i hate that i can't really make my own decisions. fickle minded in other words. i always depend on other peoples opinions more then mine and i don't know why. it can be very annoying sometimes because in the end of the day i'm the one who's gonna have to go through it and i just hate feeling regretful. 


3 things i like about myself:
3?! that''s a lot.. right now i can only think of one!


1. i like that i care about what people think about me so it makes me wanna be nice to them and in the end they really do think i'm nice so thats good. 


2. i like my hair. well actually i hate it that it's thin and gets oily real quick but at least it's straight and sometimes shiny :) i have people telling me i have nice hair so yea, it's nice to hear cuz that's all i ever get from them. 


3. right now i really don't know what else i like about myself but i guess my body shape. i mean it's not so hot or whatever but it's okay. you know, kinda slender. but i hate my legs. horrible things they are! ( i so agree with you laura, mine's also hairy!) ooh and i absolutely love the fact that i actually eat quite a lot but just don't gain any weight. it's nice. i mean i want to gain weight but it's just not working. i don't want to be skinny. 




so there you go. it took a longer time for me to list down the things i like about myself compared to what i don't like but no surprise there. everyone does. right? well, i should really go do my homework. i have tons of them. 




watching you's the only drug i need...

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