okay first thing first, i cut my hair. uh-huh, my long precious hair that i cared about so much is now short. as in above my neck short. i teared as i walked out of the salon and by the time i reached the care i was already bursting into tears. i just thought it was too short at first but now i'm not regretting though. i think. i mean it's so much easier now plus my hair actually looks thicker but then it kinda hurts when you have people telling you that you look so much better before. so what? i'm ugly now? but what the heck, you're suppose to find people who love you just the way you are right? :)
taking part in this general knowledge quiz by Rotary Club of Sunway which is tomorrow. i was all hyped up at first but i'n starting to realize now that it might not be as easy as i'm hoping it will be. i feel like there's still so much more that i don't know and i'm also feeling a little backtracked as my group members, laura and deirdre went to starbucks today to 'study.' if that's what you want to call it. was supposed to go but i just had to fall sick. i felt so weak that i just couldn't get off my bed and i have this really bad body ache :/ hopefully i'll feel better tomorrow. i'm keeping my fingers crossed too so that we might have a chance to at least make it through the second round.
i don't know why i waste so much time thinking and hoping for unnecessary things. i hate the feeling of how you get so used to someone and they become a small part of your life then just suddenly they just stop talking to you cause apparently they have a life other than you. so what? you just talk to me whenever you happen to stumble upon my name somewhere? wow, i feel so special. -.-' i so saw this coming.
watching you's the only drug i need...
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