okay i spoke too soon. luckiest person on earth, my ass! why does this always happen to me?! why is it that sometimes you get something you least expected which means ALOT to you and just like that, in a blink of an eye it just gets taken away. then whats the fucking point of getting it? getting my hopes up so high and then just let it crash and burn just like that :/ ugghhh life. it just sucks sometimes. i mean, the thought that i was so close to seeing him and now it's all just...... i should have seen this coming. i knew it was too good to be true. i know i know i probably sound like a loser, crapping all this shit here but this is my normal place where i ramble about unnecessary things right? plus i got no one else to complain to. no one gets it, they don't see why i'm making this a big deal. but whatever lah. ewww ok reading back this shit i just realised how emo i sound. i am emo-ing but still..... i should just go. this post is totally pointless anyways :/
watching you's the only drug i need...
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