i need sleep

it's been awhile :)
i always think i have so much to say but when i actually come here i always go blank. 
plus, there's also the laziness that never fails to kick in. 
i had quite a lot to crap about thailand but everything's just faded away now. i don't feel the excitement anymore so yeah. all i can say is that i had an awesome time. it was definitely memorable. i'll post the pictures some other time, if i ever have the mood that is. heh. 
okay i seriously had so much more to say but now i really don't know what. okay lets see loads if things happened like Deidre's party, wait did i already mention this in my previous post? hmm i don't remember but never mind  then there was installation. nothing great there actually and then, ummm canteen day. right! wasn't that great this year, i dunno why. i mean yeah i had fun and all but i just wasn't that into it. 






okay honestly, i don't get it. what's the point of starting a conversation when you're just gonna end up not replying or replying after err i dunno, two hours?! just don't talk to me then because it's kinda annoying. i mean it's nice to know that i actually crossed your mind and all but if this is how it's gonna be then just don't lah. no one's forcing you to do it you know. 






i'm really going through lack of sleep lately. i know sleeping late is bad especially if it'd for the wrong reasons but i really can't help it. my whole timetable has just gone haywire since last month. haihhh i miss those days where i used to go to bed at 10.30p.m :/  but then again, when i do sleep early, i still feel sleepy in the morning. i actually find it harder to wake up! weird i know but true. 






dad asked if i wanna replace him for tommorrow to go watch liverpool vs. malaysia. like heck yeah! i mean who wouldn't want to go?! but then again of all days why tomorrow? teacher ricky's having this party at his place tomorrow. i dont know why exactly but hey as long as there's food and the word 'party' in it, you can count me in :D lol, it's not like i wanna go so much but i bet it's gonna be fun and i kinda feel bad for my dad cause i think he only doesn't wanna go cause he thinks i wanna go so now i'm torn between two. liverpool ir pool party? obviously i'll pick liverpool but then i don't actually have my own ticket! aghhhhhh what to do, what to do? ok i think i'll go discuss with my dad lah. i reaallly reaaalllly wanna go for chelsea though. TORRES!! :(




i'm not getting my hopes up too high. i know i shouldn't but it doesn't hurt to hope right?

watching you's the only drug i need...