i'm scared. like really really scared. what if all my friends get and i'm the only one who didnt? that is like my biggest fear. no actually my biggest fear is getting 5A's 2B's. i dreamt about it. twice! please tell me that it's just a dream and not some kind of stupid sign or whatever. six a's is ok but five?! that's just bad. real bad. i doubt i'll be getting any sleep tonight.
sucky part bout tomorrow? i'm gonna be there early. like really early! gonna follow my dad when he's on his way to work. what in the world am i suppose to do there so freakin early? for all you know i might just get a heart attack, or fits or something! you never know what could happen when you're nervous. haha ok maybe i'm taking this way over the limit but i don't wanna go so early! what i want is to go back early so that people won't be able to ask what i got. haih, stupid exam. make people get all scared like it's the end of the world if you dont get straight a's. it's not, obviously but still, everyone keeps saying pmr is nothing and that it's so easy so if i don't get all A's how dumb am i? i mean if it's that easy i should be able to excell right? haih, this is just so depressing.
all i need is faith, trust and a little bit of pixie dust. damn i dont have pixie dust! -.-
watching you's the only drug i need...
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