i'm not smart. but i'm also not dumb

results are coming out next week.
great.
awesome.
that's exactly what i want so that everyone can ask me what i got on christmas!

well it's a whole other story if i get all A's but if i don't well there's the whole problem. i dont want people hogging all over me asking what i got and how i felt. everyone thinks i'm this smart ass freak who has never gotten lower than a B. hahaha well how very wrong they are. i'm like the total opposite! ok maybe not totally but i'm definately not that. i'm so freakin scared right now! i keep telling my prents i'm not and that i don't care anymore cos what's done is done but its all bullcrap! i'm a total mess here. i'm already crapping here who know's who else i'm going to moan to next. most probably my sister. she has got no choice but to listen anyway. haih

7A's 7A's 7A's... i need 7A's!

watching you is the only drug i need...