it's a really small world. unfortunately

it's been awhile but umm, here i am? i have got no idea how to start this post so yea excuse the lameness. changed my template but lets see how long this will last. cos im not so sure about it. i like it for now though :)
i really should be sleeping now since its one in the morning but im just not sleepy. besides, that's like my routine now anyway. sleep late and wake up really late. lol, woke up at exactly12.55 pm today and the rest of the day was just soo fast which was expected since i spent the whole morning sleeping anyway! i seriously need to get everything back in order.


went to taman rakyat today after god knows how long! funny thing is i live so close, like seriously, walking distace but i hardly ever go. so yea went there today to jog and of all the days, it had to be today that i see people i preferably not want to see. some people were okay but then there were also some which i just i dunno, tried to run away from? haha i dunno why i didnt just want to walk past them or this certain person to be exact. instead i decided to walk back from where i came eventhough i knew we were walking the wrong way. coward much? why does everybody need to go to taman freakin rakyat? there are so many stupid mosquitoes anyway! i saw tuition mates, school mates, neighbours, someone who i think i know but at the same time i don't, and even my friend's father! all the while i was like " please don't see me, please don't see me" because well, i felt shitty and i dunno, i'm just a girl with very weird issues. man was i glad to walk out of that place when we were done but i think i'm going there again tomorrow. -.- 


okay i think i should go sleep now and at least try to wake up early tomorrow. hopefully. 


please dont be there, please dont be there...

watching you is the only drug i need...