i'm an idiot. funny how i just realised.
how was i the only one who never saw it coming?
was it really that obvious?
how do i feel? i dunno. i seriously don't
will things go back to normal? hopefully
so many questions in my mind! ugghhh, i hate not knowing what to do! like i can't make my own decision or something. i can! i think. i hope it's the right one though. omg, what if i screw up? what if things go reeally wrong? i seriously do not know what to do. ok i need to think. why oh why do i have to be the one who sucks at making her own decision? why do i count on people on this one thing which i should be able to do myself?! it's just so frustrating!
watching you is the only drug i need...
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