Glamnation Tour here i come.. NOT!

i hate today. hate it! absolutely hate it! it could have been like any other ordinary day but nooo. okay so there i was after school all exhausted cos of the sleeping really late but woke up really early for school so i was having a short nap. okay well not that short but yea when my dad called like around 5.45 pm. i thought you know he was just calling to check up on us when he was like "you like adam lambert right?' so me in my half asleep voice was like "umm i guess.. why?" then he was like "okay listen, i have four tickets to go watch his concert so find people who you wanna go with. fast!" then i said "omg really?! wow! umm okay but why.." then it hit me that the concert was errr today! and i only had like two more hours till it started and it's all the way at kl! and then there was also the really big problem which was transportation as my dad obviously couln't send me cos he was working! so in that little time i had left i called almost everyone i knew. i literally went through the contacts in my phone and called almost everyone. even people whoom i had lost contact to. yup i was that desperate. unfortunately time waits for no man and it was soon closing in on me and yea, right then when i had like half an hour more before the thing started, i knew i had no choice but to just give up and honestly, it sucked like hell. i felt like a total loser! i didn't even remember that that the concert was today and honestly, if my dad didn't say we had tickets it would have been totally fine cos i didn't giva a rats shit about it all along but to think that i was so close to going but didn't yea that is a total bummer. so yea here i am now, reading tweets from JJ and Ean bout how awesome it is and the amount of people there. its like they're rubbing it in my face! uurgh stupid twitter. i don't know why but suddently i really wanna go for paramore's concert on the 19th if i'm not mistaken.


hmm, well since i'm talking about concerts might as well make myself feel better by talking about the Arthur's Day celebration. it was okay actually. oh who am i kidding, it was totally AWESOME! so i was a lil late cos of the stupid traffic jam and all and unfortunately i missed pop shuvit and mizz nina but whateva. i don't really care bout them anyway. Colby was just o-my-wow hawt! and he played the guitar which just added to his hotness. he even threw the jacket he was wearing to some lucky person! just imagine his perfume scent and sweat mixed together in that jacket and some lucky bitch got it! okay i know it may sound a lil disgusting especially the sweat part but i bet you wouldn't think so if you had it. Sean Kingston and flo-rida were equally awesome. they had a few lucky people on stage with them and i was seriously oh so close to touching flo-rida. he was just like on even a centimetre away but there were so many people pushing to touch him as well so yea i didn't get to. Kingston picked three lucky girls to go onstage with him and sang 'beautififul girls' to them. how lucky can they get right?! they ended it with all the performers coming onstage and singing happy birthday to Arthur and shouting "to Arthur!" followed by an awesome fireworks display. it was just so beautiful and and Colby o'donis looked so hot! there was also this other hot guy who's name i don't know. he performed with Flo-rida together with his group who's name i also forgot. lol, dayumn he was hot! other then the performers there were also quite a number of hot guys at the concert. well lets just say the sight was just wow. haha what? i'm fifteen. it's normal to drool over guys sometimes.


i know i know maybe right now you're thinking so what if this girl didn't get to go for Adam Lambert's show? she bloody hell went for Arthur's Day. isn't that like more then enough? well that's what i got from some people but just because you got lucky once doesn't mean you can't get lucky again right? i mean i'm so grateful that i got to go for Arthur's Day this year and last but that doesn't mean i can't be sad and moan about not being able to go for Adam Lambert's show. it is a VIP ticket i'm talking about. oh yea i forgot to mention that. so you see, why shouldn't i moan and be in a totally bad mood right now?! haizz but i better shake this off. it's not that big of a deal anyway. so what if im here crapping about all this when i could be there? owh who am i kidding, fuck everything that has got to do with anything!

watching you is the only drug i need...