dying of boredom!

i'm starting to think that maybe life after pmr is not that great. i mean yea, i have nothing to study but that's the whole problem. this whole year my life was filled with studying, doing revisions, tuition and school so now that i dont need to do any of it, its just nothing. yea there's tv and computer and i get to go out a lot but i can only do it for so long until i get sick of it and i think i am starting to get sick of it. and school, oh gosh it's like soooo boring there! well it wouldn't be that bad if they let us stay in our own classes and do whatevere we want, but nooo. instead they keep us in the dewan and give us stupid activities to do. like todaay, i have got no idea why i decided to go cos it was just a bad bad idea. we were in the dewan, as usual and i hate being there cos sitting there too long hurts my butt. lol but yea. so the afternoon session counsellor lady asked us to draw our family tree. like wth right? i mean we're not 7! and to make things even worse she drew her own family tree and started babbling bout her family and how her mum always favoured her sister and younger brotherand how she had to always cook for them and yadaa yadaa yaada. seriously, that is no way to spend time after pmr's over! i'm just planning to not go to school ever till the last day but obviously my dad will totally not agree. i think he hates it when i don't go and i seriously dont know why. maybe i'm wasting electricity and all. lol


so we have this cathecatical night in church. basically it's like our concert day you know where each class performs something. yea my class.... we're totaly not prepared because well we had pmr to focus on then, and well, n one really wants to coorperate which is just so annoying! i mean, would it hurt if you just shut up for a few seconds and plan on what we should do? but after a little persuation from our teacher we had to make up our mind on what we're gonna do which was singing cos that's like the easiest thing to as we'll be in a group and we can just pick a really easy song and practise ourselves at home. well there were some of them who wanted to do a play and dance but i mean come on, we so do not have the time since we only had a week left to practise but some of them really wanted to dance and i was like nuh uh am i attending the thing if we're gonna dance so we decided to just split to two and do both so now its us singing and them dancing. hope everything turns out well, we're gonna be singing "take it all" and "awesome god" by hillsong so lets just hope this dosnt end up a disaster like all the other performances we did.

watching you is the only drug u need...