say whatcha wanna say

somtimes i feel so helpless and stupid. i shouldn't be fretting over something that's not worth it but i dunno, i just can't help it. call me stupid, idiotic, lifeless, desperate or whatever you want but like i said,  i'm just effing helpless right now and i seriously do not give a damn bout what you think 'cos you know nothing. just when i thought i'm gonna be okay there's always something or someone reminding me about it. wow i feel like screaming!

watching you is the only drug i need...