sink it in!

there's no point in waiting for something that's probably never gonna be yours is there? so before something goes wrong, walk away. walk away like you have nothing to lose. i'm sure you'll end up finding something that can match up to it, or maybe even something better. well i hope so anyway. :)

watching you's the only drug i need...

i am one happy girl :)

finally bought a new phone and trust me, when i say finally i really mean FINALLY! my old was was seriously just dying. did you know that choosing a phone is just so tough? it literally took me months to decide on what i wanted and i ended up buying something else instead. i'm not complaining though. there's just so many choices and being a fickle minded and also a choosy person does not help one bit. anyways, after contemplating with myself and also with the help of my darling daddy i decided to buy sony xperia neo v. he was like "if you're gonna get a phone might as well get one with the latest features" so thank you pa :)

pretty aint it? i really didnt want a full touchscreen phone at first but then everything else was so old so i thought what the heck. i'll get use to it. hopefully. well looks like this is all. see ya :)

watching you's the only drug i need...

and that's why i smile :)

it's been quite a carefree and happy week. i don't really know why but this week has just got me feeling well, happy :) i've been having this positive aura for some unknown reason and it is so not me but i like it. makes me feel calm.

okay so it wasn't thaaat carefree when i had to finish up my moral kerja amal all in one day but pushing that aside, the week has been pretty non stressful. yesterday was officially our last day of school. i can't believe a whole year has gone by and to be completely honest, i am so not ready to become a form 5 and deal with all the stress for spm but back to yesterday, i had tons of fun with my oh so crazy friends. we were just goofing around and talking about things and it was nice to just hang out at the canteen. felt like it had been awhile since we last got together. it's probably not that long ago but i dunno, i just feel that way. what can i say, i can't live without my friends. way cheesy but true :)

watching you's the only drug i need...

i hate everything about you

jealously. 




it's so normal these days. i know it's supposed to be a sin and it's just not good but i'm only human. i hate being jealous. i know i shouldn't and that it's wrong and it just drives me up the wall sometimes when i have no reason whatsoever to be jealous but i just am for god knows what reason. i got to just start accepting things for the way they are and just believe that everything happens for a reason but why is it so hard sometimes? 




is it my fault for wanting to feel special? 

watching you's the only drug i need...

there goes all the food :/

i.look.fcking.ugly. 


got my braces done and the thought that i have to look like this for at least 2 freakin years?! ugh, horrible. i just do not want to talk. ever. okay yes, i'm exaggerating and i'm pretty sure i'll get use to it in awhile but till then i shall just moan in despair.

watching you'd the only drug i need... 

deepavali/birthday

so far exams have just been blehhh. i don't really know how to describe how it has been mostly because i can't and don't want to remember. anyways, on deepavali break now. thank gosh for that, 

deepavali was, okay. went shopping the day before at Kl, Central and bought a punjabi suit. i also saw quite a number of hot guys :D deepavali was fun because of the food. ate till i just could eat no more. all the murruku and mutton did me good. :)

and the day after was... MY BIRTHDAY! at first it was just soooo boring. i mean, it was like any other day. had practice at church for cathecatical night till about 5pm and just came back home and slept. but later at night my oh so darling siblings and friends surprised me. i kinda saw it coming but then again, it was still a surprise and it turned out to be the awesomest birthday ever so yeah, i'm grateful for that. too lazy to upload the pictures or to elaborate what happened so another time i guess. ttfn :)

i can't take one more step towards you, cause all that's waiting is regret.

watching you's the only drug i need...

bye bye A's

I'M SCREWED. 




uh huh, that's all i have and can say. i haven't been progressing at all, nothing's entering my useless brain and, and, I've just been slacking okay?! all my hopes of maybe, just maybe getting a scholarship if i do well for spm is just gone since your form 4 finals also plays a huge part in getting one it seems. :( i dunno, it's seriously too late now so all i can do is just sit for this stupid exams and get it over and done with. oh and to also warn my parents about my marks which will probably be not that great. :/ 

why does this seem to good to be true?

uuhhh so i'm finally done with all the appointments that i have to go through in order to get my braces on and well, it's coming! in two weeks time. all i need to do is go for extraction and then the week after that, i'm gonna be in braces. god, i can already imagine the unwanted attention that i'm gonna get! and also the fact that i'm gonna look so ugly! why didn't i just do this earlier? 

watching you's the only drug i need...