updates

updates on my holidays :)

last week, wasn't that great. nothing turned out as planned and i just wasn't in the best of moods but, this week however is going perfectly fine. so far. 

First there was the leprosy visit, which was a really nice experience. i got to admit that at first i was a little scared to meet the people and all but everything turned out wonderful as soon as we got there. they were all so nice and some of them were quite friendly. there was this one man in particular who was just really nice. he started talking about his life before he found out he had HIV Aids and spoke openly about how he think he got infected. Before leaving he also wished me luck in my studies and told me to stay away from drugs so yeah. it's sad to think that there so many nice people who do not deserve a life of sickness and pain and yet they go on with life like nothings wrong and they still praise God. faith. now that is something. 

in the car, on the way back to church :)

and then there was yesterday. my cousins and I planned an outing to sunway lagoon and had we ended up having a blast! we made t shirts and everywhere we went, people just kept looking. it was nice to hang out with them, all youngsters, no parents, no rules. :)

watching you's the only drug i need...

run baby run

i need to get out. being at home is just killing me. i have nothing to do and nop, studying is definitely not an option. don't ask me why, i don't know myself..

there are times when i just feel so used. backing out would be a good option. :/

watching you's the only drug u need...

stuff

A lot has happened but i'm just never in the mood to blog anymore. i don't know if it's pure lazyness or i'm just getting fed up of blogging but i shall not kill this thing! hopefully. 

so yeah like i said, stuff happened. first thing first, camp. after much anticipation the day finally came, and went, but yeah, it was all good :) i had fun. the place wasn't bad, the food was okay and the talks were REALLY good. to be honest though, for me, the first one made more of an impact on me. this one was more like an eye opener to the fact that i'm blessed. 

after camp was Beqah's sweet 16. :) it was, fun and unexpected. yeah, that's the word. didn't really eat, i don't know why. it was fun dressing up though. bought this cute red skirt at Nichii, Deirdre bought the same one in pink so yeah we both wore it. :) 

went to Palace of the Golden Horses last tuesday with my family, it was nice to have some family time and just, bond together. went swimming and also checked out their oh so awesome gym. i really need to go there more often. 

so yeah, so far holidays has been interesting. not great but definitely not bad. anyways, gonna go sleep.

watching you's the only drug i need...

sink it in!

there's no point in waiting for something that's probably never gonna be yours is there? so before something goes wrong, walk away. walk away like you have nothing to lose. i'm sure you'll end up finding something that can match up to it, or maybe even something better. well i hope so anyway. :)

watching you's the only drug i need...

i am one happy girl :)

finally bought a new phone and trust me, when i say finally i really mean FINALLY! my old was was seriously just dying. did you know that choosing a phone is just so tough? it literally took me months to decide on what i wanted and i ended up buying something else instead. i'm not complaining though. there's just so many choices and being a fickle minded and also a choosy person does not help one bit. anyways, after contemplating with myself and also with the help of my darling daddy i decided to buy sony xperia neo v. he was like "if you're gonna get a phone might as well get one with the latest features" so thank you pa :)

pretty aint it? i really didnt want a full touchscreen phone at first but then everything else was so old so i thought what the heck. i'll get use to it. hopefully. well looks like this is all. see ya :)

watching you's the only drug i need...

and that's why i smile :)

it's been quite a carefree and happy week. i don't really know why but this week has just got me feeling well, happy :) i've been having this positive aura for some unknown reason and it is so not me but i like it. makes me feel calm.

okay so it wasn't thaaat carefree when i had to finish up my moral kerja amal all in one day but pushing that aside, the week has been pretty non stressful. yesterday was officially our last day of school. i can't believe a whole year has gone by and to be completely honest, i am so not ready to become a form 5 and deal with all the stress for spm but back to yesterday, i had tons of fun with my oh so crazy friends. we were just goofing around and talking about things and it was nice to just hang out at the canteen. felt like it had been awhile since we last got together. it's probably not that long ago but i dunno, i just feel that way. what can i say, i can't live without my friends. way cheesy but true :)

watching you's the only drug i need...

i hate everything about you

jealously. 




it's so normal these days. i know it's supposed to be a sin and it's just not good but i'm only human. i hate being jealous. i know i shouldn't and that it's wrong and it just drives me up the wall sometimes when i have no reason whatsoever to be jealous but i just am for god knows what reason. i got to just start accepting things for the way they are and just believe that everything happens for a reason but why is it so hard sometimes? 




is it my fault for wanting to feel special? 

watching you's the only drug i need...